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Real Art is Still Here

Atelier Amor Milagre, Peaceful Protest, Art Gallery & Bookshop
Atelier Amor Milagre, Peaceful Protest, Art Gallery & Bookshop

Note about modern influences, business, and the state of things:

Art is not dead.  Maybe the appreciation of the emotional value of art is asleep.  I am still here.  Art is alive.  Real art, soul-made. There are many artists who are alive now.  Did you know?  We’re here…but not everyone is technically an artist, and that’s ok.  These words give me chills-content creator.  What?  Why? We are here though, in the trees, and we wish we could escape all these people posing in little purple glasses with Camus.  But, what do you know?  Are you learning anything?  About our art, us, or yourselves?  You pose in front of ‘art’.  Date at the painting zoo, where they put high prices on artists’ struggles and leave out most of the women.  But, did you even sense what lies in your backgrounds?  Someone’s life.  Their day.  Their ideas, timeline, family, reality.  What do you feel?  Anything?  Anything?  Is anything happening for you?  Art cannot be a trend.  Books are not trends.  Book stylists?  Stop pretending.  Read our books.  Write your own if you feel you need to.  What are you doing?  Influence yourself to live your life well, quietly from your own mind.  What you’re doing cannot fulfill you.  It is soulless.  Fake.  It’s all a perpetual commercial… everywhere…everyone has become a commercial.  Gross.  Sad.  Very sad.  Useless.  Unplug. Go outside and admire some leaves above you, for you are small…a small PIECE of the universe.  A spec.  Unique.  Not the center.  A part of.

This is my site, so this journal is more about updates and leaving breadcrumbs.  I don’t want to contribute to this global static. Having a business now is ridiculous.  But, trust me…this non-marketing is not effective or planned to be effective.  I could not do a fake promotion.  Not possible.  Cliches are started for a reason.  Artists need to be valued though.  Paid.  Not stolen from.  It’s impossible to steal a soul anyway.  Don’t even try it.  Currently, there is no room for real art.  Just ads…ads…ads.  Fluff.  Nothingness.. just pollution.  Artists cannot conform to the current standards for business.  We need time to reflect and translate, it’s backbreaking work.  Screens are not conducive to my work, and I cannot post everywhere daily about what I don’t have time to work on.  Artistic work, in order to be appreciated, also requires that those who experience it have attention spans, some level of understanding on the most basic level.  Collectively, our modern world is not using advancements wisely.  This is obvious.  What benefits are we experiencing?  What are the side effects?  Everyone is sick.  Our ancestors would be appalled at how unsustainable and toxic our world has so quickly become.

Don’t miss out on the art of your generation.  We have it.  We know it.  It helps us.  Leave room for it.  You’d like it.  You’re missing it.  Art enriches life.  Do you have a favourite song?

Yes, I write books and paint when I feel help-less and wish I could PING some positive fairy magic over our desperate, painful world.  It’s how I cope.  It’s something, but definitely not enough.  Those at the source of trouble have nothing to help them cope, except their own will.  I know this from surviving on nothing but hope, love, and strength.  When you have nothing, you use whatever you have to comfort you.  Imagination.  Stories.  Poetry.  Songs.  Meditation.  What can we all do to truly help?  To change what is happening?  Donating is good, but I wish we could create entirely new systems and get immediate help for everyone….NOW.  PING.  Done.  Now, enjoy life, for it IS precious.  All these childhoods…what are they made of?  It can’t be war.  It can’t be.  Let them all have magic.  Magic is there.  Let them have it.  Love, too.  The healing magic of love.

I began this oil painting last year and have been delayed by illness and weather, as it is essentially an outdoor studio space, but I will finish it this year.  It’s about how tragedy befalls entire countries and all people do is visit the news with a ‘Tsk tsk’ and post a quick nod of support to…someone… to show the world they know they are supposed to ‘care’.  Now, I know that this painting is also the same thing -not enough.  It’s not directly helping anyone.  It’s only raising awareness, but the stage that comes after the awareness needs to grow.  There are not enough positive actions or changes in response to this ongoing timeless monstrous global violence.  Awareness is not enough.  This may be why this initial ‘peaceful protest’ idea sits and waits to be finished.  The rubble needs definition.  Faces need you to feel…empathy.  But, what can we each do in the meantime…while the paint dries?  Many things.  Many….positive actions.  Wake up.  Acknowledge it.  Feel the violence…it is disgusting.  Be proactive and preventative and healing.  Take back our power to help build UP our world.  This is where everyone can participate.  There is an ART to being helpful. An art to living peacefully.  In this way, everyone can be an artist.  Be a help-ist, a help-er, a positive verb who contributes goodness.  Everyone needs help.  So help yourself.  Don’t create more problems to solve.  Help others.  Rebuild communities.  Vote ‘no’ to terrible people who disintegrate goodness and existence.  Insist on positive change.  Stop supporting villains.  Do something good that lasts and grows.  It can be….so many different things.  Plant a garden.  Invite people in.  Talk.  Plan.  Change.

Share love.  Clarity is there.  Awaken.  Prevent pollution and disasters.  Heal.

Stay vigilant to preserve peace.

Love, ~Amor Milagre

 

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Once…

Amor Milagre Author, A Gentle Life Bookshop
Amor Milagre Author, A Gentle Life Bookshop, Hoppy Bunny Illustration

Isn’t it so very interesting to record something?  A moment of thought, feeling, senses…  Not for anyone, just you.  Don’t listen to anyone who says your senses are incorrect.  That makes no sense.  Yours are yours.  You can express.  You must. It is natural.  I was made to observe for so long.  Made to wait to live.  Sick.  Surviving.  I painted, yes…and I still do, but now…I cannot stop writing stories…my hand hurts.  Did you know that there is this well inside of yourself…just waiting to be heard?  Much more than you thought was there, which was already so much.  Unblock this timeless space by removing yourself from the distractions and pollution surrounding you and built into your non-beneficial daily routines.  To be able to finally hear oneself again is a relief.  Do not pollute and prevent others from their self-connection either.  Our world needs a new beginning full of green plants and fresh air.  Untangle yourself from the buzzing mess of cords and blinding lights and walls of sound.  Free us from this poisonous frequency and shed all wires wrapping the earth.  Decompress.  Get back to you.

This is so very interesting.  Endless.  An intangible joy.

Listen within.  It is fun. Love, ~ Amor Milagre

 

 

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Breadcrumbs to Guide You, Little One

Amor Milagre Storyteller
Amor Milagre Storyteller

I do not wish to think of bones, mere dust held together by moons.  I focus on stories.  I depend upon stories to hold together my given set of bones, though they scrape and burn as they disintegrate causing a fire of endless pain.  I need stories to distract from this.  I take no medicine.  They research no comforts or cures.  I write endless stories, not only to express my other world of dreams, ideas, persistent unfolding rooms and eyebrows raised, lashes asleep, or waves unending.  They are me, I am them, and I am their translator, though no words or brushes could ever make them vivid to you.  No one reads them, no ones can sense them…do you see this?  Everyone is so very very lost.  I keep our family aware, open, and alive.  Where are all of the stories?  Can you feel them?  They are everywhere.  They speak and dance and laugh and cry…there are trees in my eyes…  There are stories.  I write them down.  My cursed bones can barely read my scribbles.  I try anyway.  We hear them, my breadcrumbs and keys for my baby, my salt sprinkles and downpours of sweetness for my husband, to follow.  I do what I can with these sandy bones.  I know that where I exist is beyond them, a plane walker.

All I ask of you is to do what you can with yours…be good to our worlds, and be grateful for what you do have, and can make….finding it all in the air you breathe.  It is all there…always…just open your senses and, absorb.  Truth is not hard to find.  Love is everywhere.  Breathe in this wisdom of stories flying, flying.  Love it back.  You are what is missing from your life.

Treat us well while we are here.  We open the windows…  Love, ~ Amor Milagre

 

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Book Illustration: A New Beginning

Amor Milagre Story Illustration Original Books and Art Self-Health Novelettes
Amor Milagre Story Illustration Original Books and Art Self-Health Novelettes

When one book of characters packs up and travels to the printer’s, patient tales then perk up and peek at their faces and trees appearing on new deckled-edge papers on my desk, here in the library at Rose Cottage.

“That’s not what I look like!  I’m a brunette…and I would never wear that!  I’m from twenty years before that style,” they remind me.

“Ah, yes…right.  Sorry.  My hair colour has changed since we bumped into each other that day.”

So bossy, but…correct.  “I’ll look it up.”  They wear me out…

Amor Milagre Story Illustration Original Books and Art Self-Health Novelettes
Amor Milagre Story Illustration Original Books and Art Self-Health Novelettes

For many years now, I’ve been constantly scribbling down stories, day and night.  There are too many to release separately, so several volumes will release as quickly as I can compile them together in the shuffling groups as they were born.  It’s only fair…

Empowering, meandering stories, belonging to my endless Self-Health Novelette book series, will begin to release in the years nearest you now.

I love writing them, then painting them up…but typing?  No!  Anything but typing…so this will take a bit.

Amor Milagre Story Illustration Original Books and Art Self-Health Novelettes
Amor Milagre Story Illustration Original Books and Art Self-Health Novelettes

Not everyone will be displayed, as many of my characters are described in soulful adjectives, allowing the listener to imagine.  I sit and paint with music, my darling husband reading to us…

If I can snag him, he’ll narrate some of my novels and children’s books in future.  At least, I want his voice for roles that he inspired.  After I release the newly illustrated Leona’s Homecoming, I’ll rerecord those four first books.  Some of these watercolours will be available as fine art prints and stationery as well.  Oh, so many joys to enjoy!

Music of the Moment:  The flipping of new-old books from library sales and borrowings.

 

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5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

In between our homeschool lessons, an influx of doctor’s appointments, work, renovating, and gardening, we find it necessary to plan little pleasures to calm, rejuvenate, and excite our greening up spirits.  The trees and plants unfurl and awaken this week, as we unwind our senses with:

  1. If an appointment is quick, but we have to drive far for it, we’ll plan a visit to a nearby nursery, or an art store like we did yesterday.  Wandering around, finding beads and ribbons for our Fine Arts class is a fun way to lessen the previously serious mood and get excited about tomorrow’s crafts.  On occasion, I will find something for my atelier… but just seeing all the hues all lined up relaxes me.  New oil paintings list soon!  (Listening to a favourite audiobook also somehow shortens the drive and distracts me from wishing that Maine would clean up more.  It does sadden me that with so much natural beauty here, people choose to pollute their yards…where gardens and even wildflowers could sing.  We focus on our garden…planting as much green air as we can each year.  Perennials are my thing.  I like building up a family of plants.  We take care of them, and they take care of us.)
  2. Sewing up doll clothes is a baby favourite here, and this week I’m joining in to stitch up some creamy soft organic cotton shorts for summer.  They are a little bigger than doll size, but not much…  This is where ironed lace and new shining beads come into the sitting room and library to play with us.
  3. Reading rainy day May poems and Spring Stories with a cup of tea is cosy and embraces the season.  I wrote about forty such tales this week…  We keep a 365 day poetry book on the rug.  It’s massive, but turning the page to read each morning’s poem gives us insight into another’s senses of this day and a different place.  We write our own observations of THIS moment.  Let go of yesterday, and feel today.
  4. Meditating, and a gentle massage of the head, neck, feet, and hands using light pressure on certain points, releases strifes and struggles, leaving space for movement and growth.  Guided mystical musical tracks are very helpful for setting a short, yet effective, time and space for this daily practice.  Stress stores itself in the body…let it go.
  5. When life feels externally unsatisfying, one can control the little things like the week’s flavours.  Yesterday, I baked up some clove-spiced chocolate walnut pastries, our weekly bread, and a spring greens teatime tart with asparagus, green beans, and darling mushrooms.  I love photographing everything from tulips to dishes around our table for my upcoming cookbook (vegan, organic, sugar-free).  Today, we’re planting up some seeds in the garden for more fresh plant foods to enjoy!

A tiny yellow cardigan waits on the back of a chair.  An open sewing box invites nimble fingers to experiment.  All of these little things smile up the mind.  Release and fall into the poetry of the positives that live inside our day.  Love, ~ Amor Milagre

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Soon, the apples will PINK with soft creamy blossoms…and bees…

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

The raindrops deepen and saturate all the colours…I love rainy and snowy days the most.  Mermaids love healing waters.

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Tactile pleasures satisfy the senses.  Smell the spices, roll out floury dough.  Synesthesia can feel beautiful.

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Old tools of stone to crush up beautiful owl-like walnuts connects us to all times.  This is quieter than machines.  There is tact involved and little sounds, but the whirring -pound -trickle- put-put-put is a song I like.

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Dripping translucent petals soothe…instantly.  Breathe in fresh oxygen.

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Soft sleepy pajamas…soon…  Oversized for when little legs kick off quilts.  Pleats are needed for now, but are then removed in a few years, and all the while there is a soft, flat, smooth waistline for comfort.  Rest easily, and sleep well.

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

A carpet of petals.

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Inhabiting Mrs. Crustybread’s world for an afternoon…

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Teatime…mangiamo…

Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures
Amor Milagre 5 Spring Rainy Day Pleasures

Puffs of air out in the garden fill up our world…

 

Music of the Moment:  Chopin, Prelude Op. 28 No. 15 Raindrop

while you’re waiting…listen to the rain…

 

Also, new song by Fiona Apple-Pretrial  (Let Her Go Home)